10th month in Japan
算算從去年10月入學到現在，來日本要10個月了。每天的生活挺規律的：不外乎
是煮飯、學日文、作研究跟適應生活。這些日子也發生了許多事情，不管是好的
壞的，總讓白頭髮多了不少。30歲真是個尷尬的人生階段：事業都還沒起步，爸
媽身體卻漸漸差了，女朋友也不敢交，總覺得我也是魯蛇一族阿。【嘆】
前幾天看了堺雅人與上戸彩近期上演的日劇【本沢直樹】，對於半沢因為受到五
億呆帳的牽累與妻子的碎念，想到離復仇越來越遠心中氣忿難平而說出：「我不
能在這裡停滯不前」的一句話時，自己心裡也有這樣的苦悶。都決心要離家闖番
事業，卻不知為何總覺得目標離的好遠。是缺乏自信？熱情不足？是努力不夠？
或是其實不適合？
來設立些短期目標吧：年底日語一級檢定、IT公司實習與論文發表。
嗯，今天開始加把勁，我希望年底時不再有這樣鬱悶的心情。
Have been living in Japan for 10 months. So far every day in my life is regular:
cooking meals, learning Japanese, doing research and getting used to Nihon life.
Some things also happened, and either good or worse ones left me some grey hairs.
Age 30 is really an embarrassing age in my life: self-business is not yet to start,
parents are getting older, and fear to hit on any female.
I must be one of the losers of life in some way. (sigh)
Few days ago, when I watched the new released Japanese drama "HANSAWA NAOKI" in
which SAKAI-MASATO and UETOAYA are the leading casts, I was expressed by one of HANSAWA's words. In the condition that he was involved in the trouble of
bad debts and his wife also complained to him. He felt depressed and cannot help thinking
of his father's death. He spoke out "I should not stand here and stop moving forward".
I had the same impression with him. When I decided to go abroad and started my own career,
I had a big dream. Now I am a little bit frustrated and feeling far from it.
Am I lack of self-confidence? or enthusiasm? Don't I work hard enough?
Or is that dream inappropriate to me?
Anyway, let's set up some short-termed goals and make them come true!
(1) Pass JEPT-N1
(2) Get Internship Job
(3) Publish at least one research paper
私も人生のルーザーと思うんです。
先週に家で日本のドラマ「半沢直樹」を見るとき、半沢さんのお話「僕はこんなところで立ち止ってるわけにはいかない。」は大変だと思いました。私たちは同じ考えをあるんた。もう家に出れを決めたのに、何でも夢が遠いと思いました。自分に自信がないかもしれませんか？あまり頑張らないかもしれませんか？若し、こんの条件を完成すれば、僕は楽しくなりかもしれませんか？ここから、毎日自炊をすると、日本語を二時間ぐらいかかるようにしていれば、研究や仕事も順調であるんでしょう。
是煮飯、學日文、作研究跟適應生活。這些日子也發生了許多事情，不管是好的
壞的，總讓白頭髮多了不少。30歲真是個尷尬的人生階段：事業都還沒起步，爸
媽身體卻漸漸差了，女朋友也不敢交，總覺得我也是魯蛇一族阿。【嘆】
前幾天看了堺雅人與上戸彩近期上演的日劇【本沢直樹】，對於半沢因為受到五
億呆帳的牽累與妻子的碎念，想到離復仇越來越遠心中氣忿難平而說出：「我不
能在這裡停滯不前」的一句話時，自己心裡也有這樣的苦悶。都決心要離家闖番
事業，卻不知為何總覺得目標離的好遠。是缺乏自信？熱情不足？是努力不夠？
或是其實不適合？
來設立些短期目標吧：年底日語一級檢定、IT公司實習與論文發表。
嗯，今天開始加把勁，我希望年底時不再有這樣鬱悶的心情。
Have been living in Japan for 10 months. So far every day in my life is regular:
cooking meals, learning Japanese, doing research and getting used to Nihon life.
Some things also happened, and either good or worse ones left me some grey hairs.
Age 30 is really an embarrassing age in my life: self-business is not yet to start,
parents are getting older, and fear to hit on any female.
I must be one of the losers of life in some way. (sigh)
Few days ago, when I watched the new released Japanese drama "HANSAWA NAOKI" in
which SAKAI-MASATO and UETOAYA are the leading casts, I was expressed by one of HANSAWA's words. In the condition that he was involved in the trouble of
bad debts and his wife also complained to him. He felt depressed and cannot help thinking
of his father's death. He spoke out "I should not stand here and stop moving forward".
I had the same impression with him. When I decided to go abroad and started my own career,
I had a big dream. Now I am a little bit frustrated and feeling far from it.
Am I lack of self-confidence? or enthusiasm? Don't I work hard enough?
Or is that dream inappropriate to me?
Anyway, let's set up some short-termed goals and make them come true!
(1) Pass JEPT-N1
(2) Get Internship Job
(3) Publish at least one research paper
私も人生のルーザーと思うんです。
先週に家で日本のドラマ「半沢直樹」を見るとき、半沢さんのお話「僕はこんなところで立ち止ってるわけにはいかない。」は大変だと思いました。私たちは同じ考えをあるんた。もう家に出れを決めたのに、何でも夢が遠いと思いました。自分に自信がないかもしれませんか？あまり頑張らないかもしれませんか？若し、こんの条件を完成すれば、僕は楽しくなりかもしれませんか？ここから、毎日自炊をすると、日本語を二時間ぐらいかかるようにしていれば、研究や仕事も順調であるんでしょう。
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